Her Husband is My Lover

"Valentina..." Amelia called as she saw tears in Valentina's eyes. Valentina didn't open her eyes and started falling down on her knees making Amelia wide her eyes.

"Valentina..." Amelia said as Valentina falls down on her knees and started sobbing. 

Amelia couldn't stop herself and took her into a tight hug... And Valentina hugged her back making Amelia shock. They both hugged each other and sobbed in each other arms. They both show how much they miss each other in their sobs. They both missed each other... It just about the ego that stopped Valentina until now from not feeling her mother's love and she regrets it right now for not coming to her mother before... This is making her feel vulnerable and this is making her angry at herself. It just about a word that she should have listened to her mother... Bit she didn't... And this is what regretted the most in her life until now... The touch, her love, her hugs, and her smell everything are making her feel good right now. She regrets every single thing she said and did with her mother. With her mother's one-touch, she forgets about the whole world and wants to live in her arms forever right now... She regrets not getting this love from Amelia by the time of her father's death... She craved for her mother's love until her father died but as soon as her father's death... She doesn't want her mother's love anymore... It was just about a word she would have to listen to... Today, they would be happy with each other... But she didn't listen to anyone. And never thought that her mother's feelings and touches will make her feel so good and warm... She never thought that she will give in to her mother's love ever... But with just one touch and one kiss from her... She regretted every damn little thing. If she knows that the mother's feelings would be so good then she would have stepped down on her ego long back ago... But she never knew that neither her mother ever took her near even when she is small... She didn't remember her mother ever talking to her about how things are going with her... Neither she remembered her mother ever feeding her... Neither she remembered her mother ever looking at her when she got sick so badly... Neither she remembered ever her mother just asking about her wellness... All these just made her doubt on her mother's love... The love she craved for so long. And now, she is not letting it go away from her... She is overprotective of her things and now when she finally is getting her mother's love, she is not letting it go ever... She will fight for her no matter what... She will love her no matter what... She vows to be the best daughter ever for her mother now... She is the only one she can call her as her's. No matter what, she came until now, and now, she will never go back on her feet or words.

Valentina wants to do a lot with Amelia and wants to talk a lot like her daughter... She wants to tell her what is scaring her and fear her the most... She wants to tell her every damn little thing... She wants her to know what is hurting her and what she wants to do in her life... All... She wants to talk and know about a lot with her mother. 

Many things changed between them but Valentina never thought that her mother's love will change her like this in no matter of time... Which made her question on herself that why didn't she ever try to come here to talk to her even once? Was she that cruel-hearted to not give a chance to even to her mother? Was she so bad that she didn't even care about her own mother's feelings towards her? All these questions are making her feel more vulnerable and she couldn't at all control herself and just hugged Amelia so tightly as she sobbed so badly in her arms. Amelia tried to understand her feelings right now and so, she didn't stop herself from stopping Valentina... She wanted Valentina to cry her heart out first on her arms. So, that she will feel so light on her heart... She can totally understand what was her daughter going through all these years and how hard it is for her to handle things on her own... She can understand how her mistakes affected her so badly... Taking her daughter in her arms after like 25 years making her feel so vulnerable too... For 25 years, Amelia can understand how lonely Valentina felt All these 25 years without any support and love from anyone... But she took a lot of hate from many members but she never felt bad for taking any hate for outsiders when the hate she took from her own family made it for her easy to handle everything. 

And Amelia regrets every little thing she did with her daughter. She said mean words to her daughter that a no mother will ever try to tell her daughter and will never make her feel like that Amelia did that... Just because she wants Valentina to be safe in front of her eyes. But Valentina never understands that and she knows she will not too because no one will when her mother was so mean to her daughter her whole life... Not even showing a care to her daughter ever not even once... This made her feel how bad a mother she was for her daughter. But now she vows to not to let her daughter go away from her... Her sobbings made her understand how badly she is hurt and now, she will make sure that she loves her daughter to the fullest. 

Amelia wiped the Valentina tears away from her eyes and cupped her face in her hands. 

"Valentina..." Amelia again called and she can see the fresh tears falling down from her closed eyes.

"Valentina... Open your eyes... Look at your mother... Please..." Amelia said with tears and Valentina slowly opened her eyes making tears fall down from Amelia's eyes. She didn't until now, don't know that her daughter's eyes are the most beautiful thing in her whole body and those made her smile seeing the same color as Anthony has... At this point... She can see Anthony clearly in Valentina. 

"Valentina..." Amelia said making chills run down in Valentina's body.

"My daughter is so beautiful." Amelia said making Valentina's tears fall down from her eyes. 

"Your eyes... They are the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen..." Amelia said with a bright smile as she looked into Valentina's eyes. 

"I am so lucky to have a beautiful daughter like you..." Amelia said as she touched her nose, lips, and her hair. 

"You are so beautiful." Amelia said again as she hugged her tightly as she caressed Valentina's hair. 

A fresh tear started falling down from Valentina's eyes as she heard Amelia calling Valentina, her daughter. 

"Mom..." Valentina said and Amelia released her immediately and looked at Valentina.

"Wh... What?" Amelia asked with tears in her eyes as her heart started beating so fastly.

"Mom..." Valentina said again and Amelia's heart started beating even faster. 

"Call me that again... Please." Amelia said and Valentina smiled.

"Mom..." Valentina called making Amelia hug her again tightly.

"Thank you... Thank you so much... This is enough for me... I don't wish for more... I was even ready to die to even get called Mom from you even for once... This is enough for me, Valentina." Amelia said making Valentina shook her head in no making Amelia frown.

"This is not enough for me, Mom..." Valentina replied making Amelia frown... Thinking that she might leave her again right now... Bit she is not at all ready to let her daughter go away from her again... Not right now... She will accept death instead of letting her daughter go away from her. 

"No... No... Don't leave me... Please... Not again... I can't live without you... I can't this time... This is enough punishment... But please don't go away from me... Please... I beg you... Please..." Amelia begged her as she held Valentina's hands in her hands.

"I am not letting you go away... Do whatever you want... I will not let you go... I want you... I am not letting you go..." Amelia said as tears falling down from her eyes. Valentina shook her head as she controlled her tears and wiped Amelia's tears away from her eyes. 

"I am not going anywhere, Mom... I will not leave you... Ever. Don't worry!" Valentina replied calmly with so much love in her voice that made Amelia smile brightly as happy tears again fall down from her eyes. 

"I am here... I will not leave you neither I will let you go from me... I promise I will be with you forever... I got your love so hard in my life... And now, it's time to feel your love... Will you love me for this lifetime and will not let me go again?" Valentina asked with tears in her eyes and Amelia nodded her head as started again falling down from her eyes.

"I will never let you go, Valentina... You are my daughter... I will love you till I breathe on this earth. I love you a lot!" Amelia answered as she kissed Valentina's forehead.